| Location | Hertfordshire Hemel Hempstead |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 5/2007 |
| Date of Death | 5/2007 |
| Visitors | 5,119 since 28/06/2007 |
| Creator |
baby martin
17/05/2007
hertfordshire hemel hempstead
our little angel
since the day we found out you were here inside me the love and joy we felt was like no other the love i already felt for you was so strong then came the day of my 20 week scan when they told me you had cists on the outer part of your brain we were told they are common and should go then there was another problem they said your head could be lemon shaped i was heartbroken how could this be happening they reffered us to a specialist he said your head was fine but he'll reffer me to london university to have a second opinion on the cists and the fluid on the brain he seemed certain everything was ok i come out there feeling relieved you were a baby boy and went out and bought you lovely jeans and tops we already had everything down to your nappies then the day came when we had to see the specialists at london fetal medicene university i was nervous the rest of your life layed in this momment he scannad us and was concerned as you had clinched fist if the cists were on there own it wouldnt of been a problem but your little hand was clinched he told me then about chromosones and how this might be the reason they told me you could have edwards syndrome or down syndrome my heart sunk in my mouth but i knew as your mum i must do the right thing they said they could take the fluid from around you to no 100 percent i agreed i wouldnt of ever wanted you to suffer it was the longest weekend of my life we kept ringing the results werent in they told us monday it was getting late we rang they said maybe monday afternoon it was about half past five we were laying in bed the phone rang all i heard was your daddy say oh no crying i knew then something was wrong i ran downstairs sobbing not knowing what to do was this real my mum cuddled me and asked me whwt was wrong she knew in her heart daddy then came down and told us it was edwards we cried and cried praying it was wrong but it wasnt it then came for me to make a decision i knew everyday inside me would be a struggle i knew instantly if i could do one last thing for you as your mummy that would be not to let you suffer and go peacefully in your sleep i layed and spoke to you and when the day came at 23 weeks to give birth to you i played you i will always love you and said my goodbyes and how much i love you and your always be mummys special little boy the next day i gave birth to you you were more beautiful than what i ever could imagine my precious little boy i knew he was in a better place our little angel was now in piece i miss you so much and everyday is hard cause i havnt got you knowin your still around watchin over us all helps i love you son more than anything i love you so much rest in piece our little angel god bless love your mummy and family xxxxxxxxxx
i wrote you a poem you took it with you with all your letters bear and angel here it is so others can find comfort
our angel
you came and blessed us with all your heart
now we have to be apart
we longed for you in everyway
but god needed you up there to stay
in such a short time we came to love
that little angel sent from above
witth tommorow will bring your wings
the other angels will start to sing
feeling you knowing youve got to go
the angels are waiting with your halo
the heavens opened and there you rised
to look down above us from the open skyes
shinning bright like a star
where always remmember the gift from afar
loving you mummy and daddy
i wrote this poem below also for all mothers out there who have lost our beloved angels hope you find comfort
mothers grieving
the loss you feel deep down inside
all us mothers who have lost and cried
day by day we take this pain
hoping one day the strengh were gain
our babbys pasted but are always here
flying away they feel no fear
we all stand hand in hand
the hurt we feel we all understand
staying strong is what will get us through
will do it for our angels thered want us to
there always there when we cry
watching us from the other side
with this end becomes a begingin
weve all been touched by an angel
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Christmas Without You
The lights are blinking merrily
The tinsel’s on the tree
It sits there in the window
For all the world to see.
The house is filled with holly
And pinecone scents the air
The Christmas cards keep coming
Each one is hung with care.
The gifts are tied with ribbons red
And topped with pretty bows
I’m done with all the details
As far as Christmas goes.
The fire is softly glowing
I think about your touch
But Christmas isn’t Christmas
I miss you oh, so much.
If I could have just anything
My Christmas wish would be
To wake up in the morning
And find you here with me.
I reminisce our Christmas’ past
The joy and love we shared
Moonlit walks and midnight talks
And ways you showed you cared.
Staring at your picture
I long to be set free
Tonight the tears are streaming
As I hold it next to me.
Flakes of snow swirl through the air
I’m braced for stormy weather
I wait for brighter days ahead
When we can be together.
So hold a place in heaven dear
Someday when life is through
I’ll be the Christmas angel
Who shares this day with you.
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Looking up into the sky
Watching beauty passing by
Night of love is in the wind
Touch me with your heart again
Share with me your special love
As stars collide with beauty of
Special thoughts within my view
Captured in my heart for you
Peace I find when you are near
Hold me in your heart with care
Fill me with such rhapsodies
Your music fills my reveries
Night of love within the air
Love surrounds us everywhere
Touch the moon and stars above
This beauty is a thing called love.
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✖♦�►►GOODNIGHT SWEET DREAMS◄◄�♦✖
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GOOD NIGHT ANGEL
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Always remember to forget
The things that made you sad.
But never forget to remember
The things that made you glad.
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Always remember to forget
The friends that proved untrue.
But never forget to remember
Those that have stuck by you.
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Always remember to forget
The troubles that passed away.
But never forget to remember
The blessings that come each day.
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THESE CANDLES I LIGHT IN LOVING MEMORY
I LIGHT THEM WITH LOVE ALSO IN HOPE THAT MY ANGEL CAN SEE
THE CANDLES ARE LIT WITH SO MUCH LOVE EACH NIGHT
I WATCH THE FLAMES FLICKING BRIGHT
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I RE-LIVE MY MEMORIES OF THE TIMES WE SHARED
HOW WE LOVED AND HOW MUCH WE CARED
THE FLAMES BRING ME PEACE IN THE TRANQUILE LIGHT
AS THE CANDLE MELTS I STILL WATCH THE FADING GLOW
BUT STILL I ALLOW THE MEMORIES TO FLOW
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SO MANY MEMORIES CAN BRING A SMILE SOME BRING A TEAR
SOME-TIMES I FEEL MY ANGEL STANDING NEAR
AS I BLOW OUT THE CANDLES I WHISPER GOODNIGHT
I SHALL LIGHT YOU MORE CANDLES TOMMORROW NIGHT......
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♥ Love Lost♥
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Everyone is grieving for the love that they have lost
Losing our Angels comes with such a heavy cost
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Our hearts are broken our lives have changed
All of our being becomes rearranged
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Grief overcomes us way deep down inside
Showing on our faces with feelings we cannot hide
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But a new day is dawning and life still goes on
Grief is part of our life now and our Angels will always be gone
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sweet dreams beautifull angel
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Our hurting has never ended
Since the day the angels came
We've tried so much to move along
But it can never be the same
We speak of you most days and nights
We reminisce our memories of you
They give a warmth within our hearts
And help us to make it through
Sadly some days it doesn't work
Our tears just never end
And we have to look as if we are ok
But you know it's only pretend
Our Angels we'll never forget you
For now we'll say goodbye
Although our worlds have parted now
Our love will never die
remember you with love xx
When were on our own
And the tears start to flow.
We think of how unfair it is
That you had to go.
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Your in our thoughts all day
And in our dreams too,
Trying to turn the clock back
To the day that we had you.
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If we could have a miracle
And go back to that day.
We would hold onto you tightly
And never let you go away.
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~R.I.P~
happy birthday
happy birthday our sweet little angel we miss you so much b ready soon to catch ur ballons hope ur aving a lovely birthday wish we was there with u but i bet ur aving fun with all the other angels and making losts of mess love u sweetheart lots of love mummy nanny grandad and a big kiss from your baby brother love u xxxxxx
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